AWFULLY TRUE

I can sketch willingly

I can paint unwillingly

I can write imaginatively

I can think creatively

I can cook loathfully

I can eat gladly

I can sing nervously

I can dance badly

I can laugh hysterically

I can cry unstoppably

I can smile sweetly

I can sob softly

I can love deeply

I can hate savagely

I can wait patiently

I can mock wickedly

I can get irritated easily

I can hope miserably

I can shout rudely

I can terrify brutally

I can work insanely

I can quit suddenly

I can explain bluntly

I can be unbelievably friendly, honestly blunt, surprisingly fun-loving, smilingly unhappy, busily free, enthusiastically confused, mournfully lazy, successfully unsuccessful, sincerely willing, eerily crazy, wrongly understood and thankfully unperturbed by it.

A REASON TO GO ON

This is what I feel about life... my life to be more exact. Sometimes when I am trying to find answers to things unknown, I come up with my own versions and answers. Some may be true, others may not. The important thing is to never give up and I am not giving up. 

Life is a beautiful mystery. At times we feel annoyed and frustrated, however as the mystery unfolds, we are bound to find a reason to smile. Every little sadness and tear makes sense as the picture gets completed. Every brush stroke however insignificant contributes to a lovely portrait. When things don't seem to make sense and all appears to be against us, we cry and complain and pose a series of whys to whoever would care to listen and answer. Does anybody really care? A jig-saw puzzle, that is what life is,.. too many bits here and there.. we try to fit one bit here and another there. Sometimes when everything gets jumbled up and we are about to give up, suddenly a bit falls into place and all that did not make any sense earlier now starts to make sense. The mystery gets unfolded in bits... just enough to keep us going. Blindfolded, we move on... we don't know whats next in store for us. Had we known... life would not have been mysterious and we wouldn't have a single reason to go on.